I’m losing it.
I. AM. LOSING. IT.
I am losing it because I flung my Apple watch against the backseat window of the car because it “keeps bossing me around.”
Because it doesn’t count the bike at the gym toward my exercise ring, and my RINGS are my PURPOSE.
I AM losing it because my last Google search was “is it acceptable to eat straight up steak seasoning”
Because the answer was “yes.” And so I did.
I am LOSING it because I’ve gone to Michael’s or Marshalls every weekend since September 1st to buy festive fall decor for an apartment I don’t technically live in or pay rent on.
While the apartment I AM paying rent on sits DECOR-LESS and FESTIVE-LESS four hours away.
I am losing it because I spend, like, 70% of my time sitting at stoplights trying to make eye contact with people.
One of them was “penny nips” from high school. She was called “penny nips” because the rumor was she had penny-sized nipple. Obv.
I am losing it because I’ve wandered aimlessly around Barnes and Noble multiple times in the last month without buying anything.
And have pooped in their bathroom on each occasion.
I am losing it because I almost bought a Tamagotchi at Urban Outfitters the other day.
Because I want something to rely on me.
I am losing it because I almost shouted “NICE MASKS, LADIES” at a woman and her daughter who came to the grocery store without masks even though its state mandated that we wear masks.
Although, I actually kind of wish I had followed through on that one.
I am losing it because I know the solution to “losing it” is to get a job.
But the available jobs pay less than what I receive through unemployment and pandemic assistance, and instead of saying “why don’t employers pay their employees enough“, people say “they are getting too much on unemployment.“
This morning I spent 20 minutes in my car examining the differences between (You Drive Me) Crazy on Britney’s original album and (You Drive Me) Crazy on Britney’s greatest hits.
I am losing it.
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